Go back in history and you’ll hurt yourself. I didn’t want to be reminded that today was the day I poured my heart out to a boy that would just desert me. Yes I found another boy but he just deserted me too. I cant. I can’t just be here and be alone not with the divorce going on and my classes and I just want to feel stable. I want someone to help me through all of this. I want someone to know I’m hurting and care. No one fucking cares.